Friday, 21 October 2011

Sexual Abuse of a Baby Boy

Once upon a time
there was an orange boy
who lived in a fruit basket.
He had beautiful orange skin
juicy flesh and a rotund happiness.
Then one day someone came along
and peeled him off.
He lost his orange skin and was bare.
Slowly he lost himself
One by one, bit by bit
His seeds were spurt across.
He lost his tender skin, his juice, his all.
An orange he was, an orange small.

Wednesday, 21 September 2011

POEM

Hurry hurry my love
Hurry to my arms
Fly away doth your hues
Fly away your charms
Life awaits none my maid
Life only awaits the end
Love love let me my honey
For I am your beloved fiend.
Eyes eyes over me baby
Eyes on my earthly face
Lips lips on you bunny
On your lovely grace
Be not so coy my hun
Be not so foully shy
For if thou shalt do so
Then, I will bid good bye.
I am essentially male my love
As male a male could be
Come and deck my heart my love
Let's build a memory!

Take my heart, my soul, my all
Take my feather shape
Feel my throbbing veins my man
Feel my cloudy nape.

No time for all that silk my hun,
No time for all the play.
Save time before we die
Give me a roll in the hay!

My man, my golden gilted man
My man of gift and gab
You know not what a woman wants
You are naught but a crab!

A lemon balm of love and want
An ensemble of pearly times
A man who would for me bring
The gold dust of ancient time.
I give him all, my bod my soul
For him my heart can crime.

Forget it lady, adios I say!
Farewell my senorita!
I want not all, your bod not soul
Give me just my platter!

Adios signoir, I wish you may
Wake up from your dream.
Life is all -- body and soul,
Love is but the cream!

The Vanishing Duck

Friday, 5 August 2011

To his Love

And you thought you know me well!

You would never know what's going in my mind
Right Now
You would never know that I wrote for you
Some times, at times, always.
You would never know that I loved sweetcorn soup
Not the chicken one you liked.
I love hot  spicy, I love white roses, I love sugar candy
You would never know, you have forgotten
Perhaps, must have ...
You would never know I used to wake nights
Waiting for the morning to come, you to come,
How I would day dream about you, fantasize
You would never know.
Neither would I.
It's all an old story now, a bleak past that we should
Forget
And let things blow down, as per norm, towards null.
You would never know how deep I loved you

But it doesn't matter now, dear.
You barely have ever known me as your own
Barely looked into my eyes and seen your image

Darling, how does it matter now?
Whether I loved you so madly then?
What matters now is,

I love the new lady whose photo you see on my bed
She is my goddess, my sin, my wine now
The adders run on my sheets
Yellow sunflowers shining on my sill


Ah, and you thought you know me at all!

Wednesday, 20 July 2011

A Letter in Dust

Leaves brown on a dusty path
Swirling in the twist of air
Dreams latched to every breath
Every drop of hope lay there

Silver lines disappear in silk
Creamy moonlight floats on milk
Dreams tomorrow on a child's hair
Every drop of hope lay there

Summer honey suck in gold
Flowers blossom leaves grow old
A lonely book on a rocking chair
Every drop of hope lay there

Garden elves and fairy songs
Wrongful rites and rightful wrongs
Life inside us burns to dare
Every drop of hope lies there

Friday, 24 June 2011

Fragrant Joys

The earliest joys of life lay in simple things like fragrances, touch and tastes. You would love the taste of your pencil or a toy or a bottle cap, a lemon or maybe a wax-stick and would blissfully chew or suck on it till your mom came running in screeching at the top of her lungs. You got scared and let it go. Then times changed, your tastes changed, from bubble gums to cigarettes to the flesh of your woman and other eatables, your tastes went higher and higher till you banged on a tumbler of whiskey and dropped out. But some old joys remain quintessentially the same. Well, it happened for me.
I was particularly attached to the fragrance of soaps from my earliest days. I still remember my white Johnson's Baby Soap bar, it had a soft fragrance and I particularly looked forward for a bath. I also had a green tub, I remember, where I used to be tucked in. Then there were all sorts of soap bars and I was addicted to the fragrance of soaps. I had collected many soap boxes and I used to smell them from time to time. Glycerin soaps were a wonder -- transparent soaps? O my God! Then with the years came the other solid joys. Fruit fragrances and citrus and rose-scented soaps, antiseptic soaps and the cologne scented ones. They used to be a soap called Lecance which had a pink oval foot shape and a peculiarly new smell. It was withdrawn from the market somehow. Supermarkets and departmental stores keep a huge collection of floral-scented soaps and I smell them there, I dont buy them. Lux has brought out so many different versions which all somehow vary between the dehydrating and anhydrous type. Nothing new except the pretty colours. A bath with a pleasant soap simply makes your day. Whenever I have had a bad day, I buy a new soap and go for a refreshing shower. Cools me down. I have been freaky too. I even tried using detergent soaps on my body, even the dishwashing soap. They were coarse on the skin, which went very dry and developed flakes, not to mention the aweful smell. I had to bathe all over again after the experimental bath. I even used shampoo as bath gel, doesnt help, except that  you feel slippery ;)
Talking of bath-gels, bath-salts, body-scrubs --- I dont like them. A soap is a soap, a tangible form of the beautiful fragrance that invades your nose and lets loose a horde of good-feelings, positive hormones and well, a pure delight. A tangible form is like a belief, a foundation of your well-being. I love soaps of all sizes and shapes. I especially dote on fruit-scented soaps and lemon soaps.
By the way, my father had discarded of all my soap boxes and didnt even pay heed to my .... never mind.